笔者所说的是量子哲学吧.基本的问题是关于不确定性和测量问题.

笔者所说的实验是当年爱因斯坦为了否定量子的互补性原理提出的思想实验.后来被证实是支持测量者参与测定结果的的不确定性原理.

量子哲学与传统的因果关系是完全不同的哲学.

特别地随science of mind, brain and neutronscience的研究进展,传统的上帝先生的地位才真正开始了动摇.神学直到今年才公开正式地承认了科学.

但我以为关于圣经,或者信仰的研究可能会到了一个新的科学的高度,即关于spirit的科学研究.所以我以为耶稣是人类最伟大的发明之一.在两千年前就开始了由上及下的思维,为现代文明提供了基石.

我以为中国人学习圣经其实非常好(我自己的学习收获非常非常大!).只是中国的知识分子们把它搞的"庸俗不堪"而已,而使很多的人都远离.

偶尔地看到一篇论说当代经济学家的文章.以我看完全是不痛不痒的文字,结果是引来完全的负面的评述,那网络上回复的话说得真难听啊!

对于这样的意见统一,一方面觉得奇怪.而看得评论却又有些觉得无奈.而即使如此,网络管理员不删骂人到如此难听的话,却还有回复在删.

对于一个害怕面对真实,真相,害怕说真话的民族那是一个真正的悲哀.南京大屠杀式的悲剧啊!

经济入侵的八国联军时代就这样来临了.似乎一夜之间就城池尽失.慈牺太后们还在无知地丢人献眼.股市,人民币,物价似乎都一夜之间异样起来;大官们谁为民说话了?谁又说出了有用的话?

人们史无前例地都远离政治,因为骂毛泽东同志的声音终于是没有了.

长歌当哭啊!

2007 岁末语

去年的情景似乎还历历在目,人心已非到无从说起.这一年里,说"我搞不懂"大概是这半辈子的总和.

说实话,这跨越文化的人生很象是晒咸鱼.楞是把水灵灵的生命晒得干扁,然后在精华里长出盐来,干瘪且麻木.当然如果咸鱼能晒到自由呼吸,我们就到了人生的新境界.

旧的不去,大概是新的就不会来.朋友也是.只是心依然戚戚.时间里宽容是我们的最好安慰?很幸运我还"天真",在乎这等"小"事.

在心底永远留些温情,算是给生活带来点乐趣.除了独立,自在,存厚,人生似乎是彻底地糊里糊涂起来.

我原来亦喜欢变化.人心多大,世界就有多大.

我打算在别的网络开一个英文博客.没有其他原因只是英文写作的内容太小儿科,不足以交流.

我还是想强调为什么不好好利用博客这得天独厚的现代化工具作为提高自己写作或者思考的舞台?哪怕是简单的几句话,简单的一个思想都是自己的创造.

在说了有不好才有好啊!只要勤快地练习就都会越写越好.至少表达自己会顺当很多.

为什么害怕交流?有效地交流是与人与己都没有坏处的一件事情.对自己有教训的也会对别人有,哪怕是提个醒都是好事啊.

很多的事情我们是都无能为力.但我们可以就自己的所能,哪怕发出简单的声音都好啊.难道真的就此无聊到底啊?

侬本"多情",再多一次也无妨?呵呵

It seems nothing to say in English. But I should learn writing in English.

I am not sure if you have ever expericed the situaiton I am facing now. Here in this blog, I am wiring down what I am thinking about learning English. If you have had ideas, or different experiences, it will be greatly welcome to communicate. Any comments will be appreciated.

At my present phase, there seems existing a magic gap between what you think in mind and how to express them out in English. As I know, the best way has been suggested that you would better forget your old language. Techniquely, while one read the English materials, listen to English radio or watch English TV, he is encouraged to completely follow the English flow.

But if one could forget one language for learning another language, my puzzling is that which side of the heart, mind or emotion will be? Is it really possible that you may have a Chinese mind but you still can simutanously, professionally think in English? It is a very important issue to me. I would like to keep the warm, irrational, tranditional Chinese heart or mind, but I have to earn a American life.   

My strategy is that I firstly used Chinese background to understand the American world, as well as the words, mainly through reading that you can utilize as possible as you can. Then, I learn the English way how to express the Ameican world, which will develop part of the American or English brain.   

In fact, this is a very tough strategy. More sadly, so far, I found that the effect and efficiency are not so good as I expect.

I know I should not expect a great progress to be made just after one-year intense study on English. But I have to think through how is this tough strategy. Is it a scientific direction or just a myth of my experience of learning Chinese culture? Is there any scientic directions to grasp English without wasting time, at least avoiding walking around?

I know well that time will help me if I stick to learn English and practice makes perfect. But I am old enough so that I must motivate the English learning as possible as I can.

" Notebooks" by Tennessee Williams

Notebook, journal or diary, all those words seem to be used for talking about one thinging that recorded daily life as you like. Impressively, here, Tennessee is not concerned with the state, but is the author's name. In fact, he was from St Louis, a hobby town of Misouri.

I borrowed the heavy book because I like to know English words through reading emotional, true story. I think this kind of reading is the best way for me to learn words and hence express this world---the heaven world. 

He was Gay! But this confuses me a bit. After reading more than half part, I never realized his gay situation until he explicitly described his homosexual love for F.---tenderly, orderly and unconditioned. From then on, he wrote a lots down about their fightings, even separation, as well as his doubts to F., etc.. Those things he wrote sounded as true as the hetersexual relationship always does. But while sex was talked of, it seemed to be with a lady.

He was encouraging himself a lot for writing. He hated, even wanted to quit his drink of coffee. He liked swimming. He scared to be lonely. His nerves seemed very weak.

In my veiw, he led a unhappy, lonely and nosense life.

----Practice makes perfect. If you want to save your precious time, please remember not to visit my blog recently! I do not know when I will stop writing in English.

I had thought my English is much better than ever before. But while I saw my revised writing version after proofreading, what I can do is to fall down for sleeping forever. Goodness, after one year's stressful efforts, I just developed the reading skills. The writing, listening skills, never mind speaking are awefully, horriblly terrible.

If it were always true, nothing better could happen.

No backward means the only one option to move forward. I am wondering when the day of happiness comes?

To be a killer of English must be very happy, is not it?

为需要,在研究critical thinking(CT)时,居然发现有人说培养成这一能力的难度相当于学习一门第二外语.那个得意啊.不吹牛地,我的那能力可以说快到了出神入画的地步了.

原来我有才,是因为我CT,哈哈.

脑袋倒是这样,可惜如果没有出息到正道,这实在与我是悲惨-----探求答案是很好玩,可惜少了难得糊涂的乐趣.就如我看色戒,怎么看怎么遗憾.满脑子地是如此这般地就好了.多郁闷啊!如果不CT,也许我也能激动一把啊----我低级趣味吧!

至于要返朴归真------那可不我所能达到的境界.不成的话我会死的无比难看.张说人不是为"高贵来到这世界".而我也从来都觉得"泼媳妇"更可爱些.

跨越文化不是件容易的事情.而我在摇摇摆摆之间,郁闷且无聊.

只是大概我也要学习着入天堂的乡随资本主义的俗."不堕落"的样子实在是无聊又无趣.

身体要健康,生活要好玩.这是我不变的人生目标.(Adding one more word, work should be hard).

我都能CT,还有什么不可以,哈哈.

天阴着,也冷.软软的衣着,也不能抵挡住那偶尔的冷.

声音,她慢慢柔柔的声音可以温暖.听到听不到,说什么不说什么,那浅浅的笑,即使远离千山万水,都温暖.

世界很小,其实只要一点点.